Tuesday, January 06, 2004

On the second day of schooling my true love gave to me...Yeah right. I have no true love. Except for one guy, that is. He's so...undescribable. I know he loves me sooooooo much...*sigh*. Want to know his name? Jesus. Yeah.

Well, He did give me extra strength to do more-than-I-can-take reading. I'm not a bookworm, and never will be. And I really thank Him for that! I mean, I accomplished today's goals of reading the Bible, reading my lesson, and reading 2 chapters of my BM novel. My BM novel book isn't overly thick or thin, but I'm a slow reader, and so will take a lot more time to read it unlike people who can read non-stop. And what's worse, it's in BM. I'm not an ace in that language. I have trouble when speaking it, and tend to stumble on my words, mix them up, or create a whole new word that I myself don't know the meaning.

Been coughing these few days. Don't worry, I have no fever or difficulty in breathing. The only reason I'm coughing is that my throat is like irritated and gets really "itchy". Coughing seems to be the way to take away this "itchiness", but it actually makes it worst, like scratching a small mosquito bite which then swells bigger. Perhaps I should drink more water. Yes, that's what I'm gonna do...before I choke down on some cold milo. I know cold drinks are bad for me at this moment!!!

Sometimes I do hate this pimple-prone face of mine. There's one really big one on the left side of my nose in between my eyes. It's so annoying. There have been times when I have hideous pus-packs, pimples that is, my confidence goes down. All the way down. I get embarassed to look people in the eye...and I have come to the extent of avoiding people at all costs. But in school, that is nearly impossible, because you're surrounded by a sea of a few friends and total strangers. Well, that's me. I really hope that my face will get better as I get older. At least my complexion's better, according to Qing. She's such an "encourager". At least she's looking at the good thing about my face. At least she's even looking.

Well then, I think I have bored you all now. Good night...

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