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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

**One More, Two More, and Three More**

One more exam dragon of General Psychology to slay tomorrow morning.

Two more days before I can't do anymore Christmas shopping. Dad, please send me money, quick!!!

Three more days before I hop on two planes to come home!!!

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Monday, December 12, 2005

**OH MY GOD!!!**

Oh my God.

Have you seen my Friendster pictures?

Apparently, someone from a model casting agency has. I just got a mail in my Friendster inbox, asking me to be a model.

Admodelshop Casting Studio

Tower Park : Townhouse. 52/ 24 Sukhumvit Soi 3
Klongtoey Nua Wattana Bangkok 10110 Thailand

Tel: 02 655 5934-5 Fax: 02 655 5636
Mobile: 04 675 8699
e-mail: e mail:

I am so shocked. But ecstatic. But it's in Bangkok!!! It's a two-hours (shorter with a fast driver) drive from Muak Lek to Bangkok!!! And plus, I'm in college...


But it's scary to be a model here in Thailand. So many gay people...

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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

**They Creep Up On Me...**

The ghosts of procrastinated assignments and projects. They haunt me day and night.

But I will get rid of them by the end of this week. They shall no longer keep me awake at night! I will finally rest in bed, that is.

I can't wait until this week is over! But until then, I must vanquish these ghosts...before I slay the great dragons of final exams!!!

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Friday, December 02, 2005


...and yet I don't feel the holiday spirit.

Yesterday, a friend of mine put up his Christmas tree. He asked me to help, but I politely refused. As he was decorating the tree, he looked like he was possessed or something. Maybe because he was really excited and happy about the arrival of Christmas day.

Then, I began thinking why I have lost my child-like appreciation for Christmas. Is it because I have outgrown it? Is it because my kind of Christmas celebration is like what is shown on the television?

It might be both. But I think the second question why I lost it.

On the shows on television, everyone looks so happy when they celebrate Christmas. Everything becomes alright. Everything becomes what it should rightfully be.

But that doesn't happen in real life. Real life sucks.

Maybe I just want too much. The want to be happy, to have everything perfect in my life.

And every Christmas brings me down. At least the ones before did. I just hope that this Christmas will be a happier one for me.

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