Friday, March 12, 2004
Friday, the last day of the week.
I'm down with sore (I mean really sore, especially when I swallow) throat. Yesterday, my body temperature soared above normal because of the sore throat. The fever's almost gone, fortunately. There's also an ulcer (I think it's called an "apthous ulcer", if I'm wrong please correct me) in my left inner cheek beside the back molar. And it's getting bigger. This really sucks, because it hurts to chew and swallow; eating is literally a painstaking process. My father advised my to put a charcoal pill right at the ulcer. Not only the pill alleviated the pain, it also made me have black teeth and black lips. I looked like a smoker or something.
I hope I get well before Monday. Why? The school is organizing a training camp (the military type) at Camp Pueh. If I'm not better by then, I might suffer a lot. I've been trying to soothe my throat by choking down on some lozenges. Somehow, after a few lozenges, my throat got, like, "immune" to them. They aren't working well anymore!!! Why??!!
Sakit... I can still sing, although with pain.
ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!! Ouch. It even hurts to scream.
Haha...I was called "sexy" today (by a guy, no less) for having hair-between-neat-and-messy. He said that it suited me. I told him that I had a bad hair day. Then, I went to look into a mirror to see whether my hair was really sexy. It looked so...ugh...to me. Makes me think whether he meant what he said...or was there a deeper meaning to this that I missed? Hmmm...
Choir practice was called off tonight even though there was supposed to be a one. Our choir leader, apparently, forgot to inform me about calling off practice. There was only a handful (really a handful, or should I say two handfuls, because you can actually count the number of the choir members present with both hands) of choir members that came (fortunately). I felt so bad because these people were serious about choir. But I'm not saying that the others who didn't or couldn't make it are not serious.
This coming Sunday is my theory exam. I'm sitting for Grade 6, and I'm aiming for distinction. But I haven't done any serious revision, and am doubtful about reaching my goal. I really don't want to disappoint my theory teacher, because she really has high hopes for me. And I'm not about to let her down. I know I said that I was not nervous and all, but come to think of it, I am. I mean, what if the questions are exactly what I fear the most? What if they ask a "plethora" of musical terms (which happened to be German, French, Italian, and a bit of Russian), and then I can't give the meanings? Stress.
*Breathe in, breath out.
Right. I'm stopping here. Don't want to stay on for too long. I want to
try to sleep earlier tonight. The latest time I went to bed within the past few days was 11 o'clock. To me, that is quite late. If I continue to sleep later and later every night, not only will I have dark rings under my eyes, but also more pimples. My face is much clearer, thank you, and I don't want to ruin it any more than it already is.
I think I've written too much, don't you think? So, to you guys (and gals) who are have finally finished reading my long post today, happy Sabbath. May God bless you and keep you.
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