Saturday, March 19, 2005

**Not So Anymore**

I can't bring myself to say "Happy Sabbath" to anyone now. If I say it, I'd be lying. Honestly, it's not that happy. Sorry that you people have to read me whine over and over, but it's the truth. I miss my friends more on Sabbaths. I mean like we will all hang out together, and my friends were my group. Sure I do mix with other groups, but just on the surface. Nothing like how I mix with my friends.

Again, I don't mean to whine, but I'm also not begging for sympathy from anyone. I feel...how do I say this...empty?

But I know I'll get through this. I always do and I always have. Or perhaps I'm living in denial.

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?dael had a question at 11:26 AM