Thursday, April 14, 2005

**Ever Felt Like This?**

If your answer is "all the time" after reading this post, please don't shoutbox it. I don't need to hear about it. Tell me something happy, okay?

I used to feel like I didn't belong in my group of friends. Sure, we look so close and all, but there are subgroups in this group. I don't quite fit in any of these subgroups. If these subgroups got together, I'd be left alone. I'd try to squeeze in, but it's like trying to fit a square in a circle (or is it a circle in a square?).

I felt I was forgotten whenever the guys did something without me (and they did that a lot). Honestly, I still do. I felt like I was *just* a friend.

No one important.

No one significant.

No one who would feel hurt if he was left out.

Did I say I *used too*? Maybe I still do. I tried so hard to get rid of this real feeling long ago. It just caught up with me today.

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?dael had a question at 2:19 PM