Tuesday, August 02, 2005

**Death Sentence**

I've already found out when I'll be going to MC. I know I've told people I'll be going on 21/8, but actually I'm going on 18/8.

Like I told Merv, it feels like a death sentence.

Let's say it together: Death Sentence.

Hehehe. Sorry. Couldn't help myself.

Anyways, this current part of my life is about to end rather abruptly. It's all going to be but recollections that will become more and more distant, vague. And then in the far future, I will forget all of it. Wow. I awe at the wonders of the human mind.

I'm going to embark on a new path. No turning back time. I can't see what's ahead of me. And honestly, who can? Definitely not even the people who tell you that you have a bright future ahead of you. Or the people who say you have no future. I've had teachers tell me that I have a bright future. But if "bright future" meaning I'll end up living your life as a teacher, then please, I want no future.

I'm trying so hard to look forward optimistically, and it seems to be working. Sure I'll have hard times, but I hope I can look at my life in it's entirety and say that it was great when it ends.

This post isn't going to go any deeper. No one wants to come to blog and read a sad, pity-me post.

This post ends here. I want to eat dinner.

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?dael had a question at 5:35 PM