Wednesday, January 25, 2006

**JADED...**

...as in weary, tired.

I am burnt out. I've slid back.

All these activities, commitments, and involvements are killing me. Crushing me like a bug. There's no rest for me. No time to relax. No more energy to watch season 7 of Buffy the Vampire Slayer past midnight with my roommate. I go on day after day, night after night. I just wonder where I get my strength from.

I just can't go on like this. I can't.

I just hope things get less hectic this week. I'm getting too weak to carry on like this until the end of the semester.

So now, at least, I can look forward to bedtime. Everything's done for today. Tomorrow will bring new hurdles I have to jump over, whether I want to or not.

GIVE ME STRENGTH TO JUMP!!!

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?dael had a question at 9:10 PM