Monday, July 03, 2006

YAYS!

My last speech is over and done with! Goodbye to peeing so many times before and during class!
Now all I have to do is concentrate for the final exam... which is in 3 days. And I haven't even read my textbook yet. Good thing we only need to study the last 5 chapters.

Hmm. 5. That's not a big number, is it? Did I mention that each chapter has a high paper and word count? 1 chapter will take hours to digest. Just imagine how many hours 5 chapters will take to digest! And in just 3 days :(

Is there such thing as a mental regurgitation? You just take in too much too fast that your brain just pukes all of it out?

At least I don't have to do anymore speeches. At least this is the final week for this course. Final week! After that I can sleep in on Tuesdays and Thursdays!

Two more weeks and I'm bound for home! Yays! Can't wait to see my mimeow cet. The one that's still alive and *eating*. It's gonna be weird, going home and not see the hideous, yet adorable, blob of orange and white dragging its fat ass around anymore. It didn't even meow, it ngeng-ed. And that is how it got its weird name: ngeng-ngeng.

I don't think I've completely moved on. I'm still reminded of my cat. Whenever I think about ngeng-ngeng, I still feel the waves of sadness and regret crashing upon my heart's shore.

Just days ago, I was shouting in my mind, asking my cat why it couldn't wait for me to come home, to see it one last time.

I still miss you.

I can't wait to get over my cat's death, and yet, I don't want to get over it. It's like that's the only way to keep it alive in my memory.

Enough about a dead cat.

Note to self: Just be happy that the other one is still alive. And *eating*.

?dael had a question at 4:08 PM